get off your high horse, junior and lose the insulting fake logical bullshit. read the documents i present and present documents with your opinions. present your opinions politely with no insults or you will be banned.
i do believe one of those articles documents the biological warfare with the intentional distribution of smallpox infected blankets. how can you not take into consideration, the trail of tears, starved rock, wounded knee and dozens of other massacres? in terms of the total people killed, the jewish holocaust isn't even in the top 5.
what sets it apart is the technology of the slaughter. the german record keeping and killing factories were unprecedented. we are also not being told the whole truth about the holocaust, because the national socialist zionists helped engineer it. the evidence of collaboration is clear as day in the historic record. it's what the eichmann trial was about. the most glaring anomaly in the way the story is being told today to what the historic record is saying is that 4 of the 6 million dead were orthodox.
the orthodox were never that portion of the whole population. the orthodox were presenting and still do present the strongest opposition to the zionists occupying palestine. when the slaughter began, the zionists were able to bring the majority of american jews into their fold to support armed resistance in europe. since the partition, it's been the centerpiece of their raison d'etre.
shamefully, most of the actual survivors in israel, live in squalor and neglect.
isaac asimov had some choice words about the oppressed becoming the oppressor and that is precisely what has happened. einstein, freud and kafka warned against the negative impact of militant nationalist chauvinistic judaism and deuteronomy 8 explicitly spells out god's opinion of what they're doing there for the nearly 100 years since the balfour declaration set the course of events in palestine.
i went to the desert gurlz SAGA support group meeting last night and the way they were talking, getting hormones is a breeze here. all you really have to do is threaten to self medicate and they'll give you a scrip because they'd rather monitor it.
they gave an interesting pro tip concerning the source of the hormones you might keep in the back of your head in case you ever may need them. the animal based ones are the ones associated with most of the bad side effects. premarin in particular. the ones derived from vegetable sources cause less problems.
i don't think i'll have a problem convincing the endo. i took a self diagnostic test called COGIATI online and it came back 'class 3 androgyne' which feels pretty accurate. i've had to outwardly express as a male a long time and it's undeniably a part of my personality at this point. i do feel a lot more at ease not having to consciously suppress female type body language even if i'm not dressing or shaving daily yet. my daily attire is pretty unisex as it is. just not having to act like a male all the time feels better.
the problem i'm having is finding a psychologist who will take my insurance. that's what the appointment was about. to locate a therapist. the support group only meets once a month and i really need some weekly couch time.
i've had to carry a bad load alone for a long time and my family and oldest friends are not being receptive at all to my talking about the past as i experienced it. they have their perspective based on my father's bullshit and the doctor crap that ensued.
in 2010 or 2011, i met with the chief of psychiatry staff at austin state hospital. he wanted to give a diagnosis of cyclothemia or whatever it was called that he described as mild bipolar which is not dissimilar to the symptoms associated with untreated GID. when i described my history to him, he didn't disagree, nor did i disagree with him that mood stabilizing and anti-psychotic medication were indicated.
he also didn't disagree that my use of THC backed up by lithium PRN for when the dysphoria was raging too hard for the THC to manage it, was safer and at least as effective than anything he had to offer. he just couldn't write a scrip because it was texas. i'll get my card here and get the scrip no problem.
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